It Was Never Easy for Me (Poem #11)

Was it easy
telling me you love me
and at the same time
wanting to be free?

Was it easy
forcing yourself to forget her
just to shut me up?
Was it easy
taking down your pride
to remain by my side
and then later on wonder
what the fight would be like
if you had it with her?

And if you ask me
if it has ever been easy
to hold your hand
and to figure out
how i should feel
now that i am aware
that when you’re with me
you’d rather be with her,

then my answer would be my silence
followed by what you’ve always wanted
my absence

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Forever Winter

Just reading and writing my way out of this messy adult life! I have transitioned from having piles of notebooks stacked underneath my bed from writing on the internet and allowing people worldwide to read.

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