Admired when I am shining
pushed down even more
when I am struggling
And when I got jealous of all these girls
you shut me up
like being able to feel flood of emotion was my fault
And when I can’t help
but turn you down on a late night call
you yell into my ear
until I am not dead sleepy anymore
When I can’t help but say no
you push me to my limits
until a yes is all that’s left
Now I wonder why
everytime we touch
you always ask where my scars are coming from
Does it take too much
to look at your own hands?
❤️
Forever Winter 