I want my life back on track
back when there wasn’t any love
before that day you messed it up
The way I stayed up all night
with a long, productive sigh
the sight of my work on my desk
smiling at myself for I did my best
Coffee in my hand
finally, a life I understand
I worked so hard for all this
my success, how tasty is its kiss
But that was before you came along
Before the worst
before the curse
I lost my track
will I ever get it back?
I went stumbling down
with no one to catch me on the ground
my heart won the war
this stupidity dragged me this far
curse this feeling
curse me for falling
The loss I could no longer retrieve
ashamed to admit that yes
I was deceived
I just could not believe
that I gave up everything I have
for this tricky venom disguised as love.
❤️
Forever Winter 