“I am afraid that I can’t love you enough.
I’m afraid that I can’t break the walls around myself
and instead of offering any help,
you end up giving up.
I’m afraid you’ll walk away,
blaming me for how hardly we fell out
because there’s too many things that I lack.
I’m afraid you’ll get fed up and realize
that while you were so busy trying to win me
you failed to see all the flaws and all the scars.
I’m afraid that when I finally decide to submit myself entirely
you’ll change your mind
and decide that your hardwork never really paid off
because I am hollow, there’s nothing you could have
there’s not much in me to love.”